Not any better. I have a t session on Thursday so I think I will open up to her and ask what she thinks is best. I just am anxious because I might be fine now, but my mood is so unstable at any time I might get completely hysterical and depressed and do something I regret. I worry about what I might do.

ps - thank you all for being here, it is literally the most important thing in the world to me right now