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Old Jan 09, 2015, 03:04 PM
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Not any better. I have a t session on Thursday so I think I will open up to her and ask what she thinks is best. I just am anxious because I might be fine now, but my mood is so unstable at any time I might get completely hysterical and depressed and do something I regret. I worry about what I might do.

ps - thank you all for being here, it is literally the most important thing in the world to me right now
Sorry you are feeling so awful. I've been in that place where my mind only thinks of one thing as being the solution to my misery. I then would get paranoid about what I might do to myself. I finally confided in my T and it was the best decision I made. That was over two years ago and since then I've mostly been OK. Until a few months ago.

I find depression ebs and flows. It's a scary place to be.

Thank you for posting this thread. I've just opened up to my T again about how bad I've been feeling lately. A big part of that is knowing I'm not the only one going though this.

(((((Little Jay)))))

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