I'm glad your dog is feeling better. Not quite sure what you mean though - are you afraid he will hurt you? Or are you afraid for him, that he will get worse again?

Sorry you are feeling so upset. I used to know someone who felt possessed, but it turned out they weren't and actually were having flashbacks - not that I realised that then, but I can see it now, looking back at how they behaved and what they said. I hope you are able to feel calmer soon.

Hope you get the T when you expect, hopefully that will help a bit. For now, I'm glad you found PC - glad I found it too! It does make a difference knowing that people have understanding through experience, and I certainly have shared things I can't talk about much elsewhere.

I'm not sure if you are ok with virtual hugs, so won't send one now just in case.

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