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It depends on mood. If I am really bad I tend to keep it to myself. When I am suicidal, he gets very accusatory (Are you threatening to kill yourself?!) and tends to tell me to shake it off. I tell him things because I need to but he doesn't get it.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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