First off, I'm a female in a trade. I've been so stressed for a while now. The place where I work is super quiet, with the possibility of closing in mind, I don't know what to do. I'm coming to the end of my apprenticeship. I need to still be working at this place to get qualified.
The guys at work can be so hard to deal with some days. They can be the biggest wankers. And it's like them against me, the only female. Those days I really struggle.
I've been on holiday for 4 weeks now, and go back soon. My holiday has been great. Spending it all with my wonderful boyfriend and visiting all my family.
But I have felt so crappy all holiday. Like no matter how good my day has been, I have just felt so down and sad. I don't even know why.