No, you weren't. I'm just frustrated and as a result, it can be frustrating to help me. I appreciate the help, it was very thoughtful of you.

I'm probably going to have to accept that socializing, let alone a relationship, just aren't in the cards for me. Maybe someday the cards will allow me to have someone to socialize with.....hang out with....be friends with.....

Going to be hard though, as human beings like me are a social species...so battling inate desires to be among others is going to be tough. Maybe I can just.....be a hermit or something and go live somewhere where I can't be tempted to socialize? Okay, now I'm just being silly.....

But yeah, socializing isn't happening for me now.