I would love to travel to see her but there are a couple of reasons why I can't. First, when I am really unwell she likes to see me weekly. Since we have no money, I cannot justify spending so much on gas. Second, my husband and I have discussed it and he thinks it is ridiculous. He doesn't understand.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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