called idolization

1 your doctor always played it on the lvl and strait with u why would that change

2 if your doctor was not relocating for her own life she would have kept u as she has invested years into treatment and most ppl want to see the end of it

3she would not have left u like she did unless she felt u had good grib on things this is just a slide back from the lost of a good close friend that helped alot in your life and fear of the new / unknown

4 everyone one has that fear no one likes leaving comfort area and going into the unknown ....so this is natural now u know the doc liked yah and did all she could before she had to fallow her happiness (can not blame her goal in life is to have a happy one ) .....now what u do after all this is what matters now

if u can write a simple email to the old doctor office and ask them for referrals/names to doctors they think would be good for u in your area (they have some network system they can access) .........if at all possible please foward the request to the old doctor for her opinion (this might be possible it might not but unless u ask never know )

other choice is to use your HMO site and surf there doctors in a zip code with a number of miles willing to drive to see rem it only one way miles

pdocs are like the rest of us some u will love others u will hate.