Hi C3PO
I tend to find that my reactions change according to where I'm sitting on the mood scale.
When I'm stable I'd probably react in a more consistent manner. If I'm manic I can be highly unpredictable. And if I'm depressed I wouldn't react to much other than cry.
It's largely based around exacerbated emotions that I may be feeling at the time.
I may react in a highly irritable or overly jovial manner to circumstances whilst manic. It's hard for me to predict if I'd react more irritably or more happy go lucky - but my meds need adjusting when I'm like this.
If I'm depressed the littlest of things can throw me off and make me cry. No matter how much I try visualise in my mind "Be Strong" and think if X happens I'm going to do Y.
So yeah, the thoughts, behaviours, attitude tend to fluctuate somewhat with me.
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