They were testing for ovary and some other kind. Like brain stem maybe? Somewhere close to where the brain and spine meet. I finally just called her and they told her they will have the results Tuesday! Tuesday?!?! Why on earth did the doctor tell her that they were testing for cancer then dangle it for over a week. Thats just cruel to her,,,and from a selfish point of view me!

Great advice wisewoman,,maybe i can control my obsessive thoughts and force them to be positive. Its worth a try anyway. And yeah i have to keep telling myself its not a death sentence. The only person in my life who has ever had cancer(friends mom) died and i went with him once to visit her. That was incredibly tough and i felt so bad. This is definately not something i want my sister to go thru tho. Id sacrifice any and everything for it to be good news on tuesday. Live in the now,live in the now,,,but the future is so scary.