Hi aphophis21

Thank you for being honest with us.

I'm glad to hear that you want to get help.

That's a great start.

You haven't talked to your doctor yet, but this is certainly a possibility that you can do in the very near future.

I am sure that you will be steered in the right direction in order to help you with your symptoms of depression.

Feel free to post about your thoughts and feelings in the Depression Forum at Psychcentral too.

Look after yourself.