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Originally Posted by pepper2009
I struggled with acceptance. I always knew that my moods weren't normal and was consumed with self loathing thinking there was something innately wrong with me. With the dx my fear was realized - there was something ''wrong' with me. I had always tried to blame my moods on something else, some outside influence but knew it began and ended with me.
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I still find it very hard to forgive myself for all the bad things I did to those close to me. And then there are the times I hurt myself, like being fired from jobs. So I guess I have yet to fully accept my diagnosis irrespective of my sig "quotes".
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Dx: Bipolar I, ADD, GAD. Rx: Fluoxetine, Buproprion, Olanzapine, Lamictal, and Strattera.
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