Hi, I think it is totally normal that you where very attached to the other PDOC and miss the therapeutical approach she had. I guess she did help you a lot and perhaps there's something about her that you miss. I often think of a therapist I had for many years. I really liked seeing her and almost hoped she was my friend because she was so supportive and somehow made me feel better. The therapy came to an end..I did tell her about this and she said it was normal that I had these thought and we talked about it and I went on with my life. I'm glad I had the courage to talk about it with her, because after I felt better and understood more about whey I really liked her but that she was doing her job and I was a patient. Anyways. I know the feeling. Perhaps you could talk about this with the PDOC you are with now, it may help. Good luck