Expectation is another ignition.
My own expectations and of those who know me.

People who know me is a double edge sword simply bc they dont and just assume that I'm a normie, so their lists and demands would be simple and every day for a normal person... but I'm not normal so there are many barriers and walls that I have to try and get my head around first. And then of course my own expectations are very high bc I have OCP.

That level of expectation is raised if you complete their request and then im contacted again to perform something else for them.

ce est la vie