I'm sorry to hear that you are struggling LelouchLamperouge.

It's not an easy situation at home and it doesn't help hearing comments when you are feeling so low already.

Is there anything that you can do to distract yourself, apart from the computer, to get your mind off things or even go somewhere for short amounts of time to give you some alone time? Go for a cup of coffee somewhere? Take a walk .....

You sound like you need some breathing space but I don't think you need to up and leave just yet.

Hang in there.