Wednesday I had an anxiety attack. Thursday I was on the cusp of a panic attack all day. Today I had anxiety all day until after 5, which then it turned into a full blown panic attack that lasted 5 hours until 2mg of Klonopin later.

My doctor isn't in until Monday or Tuesday so Im going to be taking a lot of klonopin until we have a plan. I swear, this is like my SSRI isn't working at all since I switched pharmacies. I haven't had a full blown hardcore panic attack like this since before my SSRI. Then all I could think about was killing myself. My doc is failing me by not being available for this. There should be an emergency number. Ohwell. I have klonopin. I have a feeling that the next couple of weeks are going to be hell. Absolute hell. fml