My wife is a bright outgoing party person with a large circle of friends. We share a lot of similar goals and ambitions.. we both like a very social life and being the centre of attention.. we can talk for hours and have very similar values.. I dont get on with her 2 grown sons and there have been some problems around that
I guess there is a love hate thing going on with my ex .. we were together for 11 years. I do have to confess we have slept together. twice... no strings attached.. and the sex has been spectacular .. I have absolutely no problem at all maintaining an erection..
Yes i feel guilty about cheating on my wife and I know I risk everything.
Is it possibly the illicit thrill of a safe affair?.. I can be talking to my ex on the phone and as hard as possible .. walk into a room where my wife is and become instantly flacid? Guilt?.. I dont know.. I just know that it is driving me crazy.. I cant go the rest of my life without sex.
I dont even think about sex with anyone but my ex?
Am i still in love with her?? I dont know..