I'm not even hungry, but I can't stop thinking about food. This happens the same time every day, and it's torture..I binge eat usually once a day right before going to sleep, then sometimes eat every time I wake up. It depends on whether I decide to throw it up again.

Now it seems like even if I make a huge effort to control the eating I can't control my thoughts. No matter what I do I just feel drained and I'm just constantly forcing myself to focus on things other than food. This anxiety is just really awful, I wish it would stop!