Help, I have to get through this , I feel frustrated , trapped and sad. My thoughts are running fast, i cant type as fast as my thoughts. i dont like my life i dont like the way i am living. I have to stay happy so i dont get so sad. I cant sit still , i have gotton up a few times while writing this. My thoughts are everywhere. I get really silly and then i crash. I am runniing in circles. I feel very stressed and hyper. I tried calling a physiologist today but he has no openings. I want to fade away and not exsist. The ups and downs are rapid. I feel like i am on a roller coaster. I saw a nurse last week and got new med so far it is not working. How do others get through this?

Leslie