My boyfriend and I have been together for 2 years and before that we were really close friends for three years. He is 22 and lives at home with his mom. About a year ago I discovered that he was watching a lot of mature porn and was extremely hurt. I tried to confront him about it and tell him how it made me feel but he just said it was normal and that I was stupid for caring. I never left him over it, instead I just let all these thoughts conjure up in my head.. The women he is looking at look so much like his mom it literally makes me sick to even type this.. They are very close,his dad passed away when he was 7 and his mom homeschooled him. So it's just been him and his mom for 15 years. When we stay at his moms house we aren't allowed to sleep together, she gets upset and makes weird faces at him whenever he is being affectionate toward me( yes even after this long) he has to call her before he goes to sleep when we're at my house and it just really really bothers me. I've managed to ignore it for the last couple of months... But I just found his porn again...and the woman even has the same stretch marks on her stomach as his mom does. Also, they do their laundry together, she has sexy underware (sixty year old) she is always wearing extremely low cut shirts and I just really can't help but think something is up... I need help this is driving me insane.
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