Terrible terrible headache. I'm cold. Feeling low and having sui thoughts but not going to act on them. It happens often, so I know I won't do anything. I just try to distract myself as much as I can until it blows over. It would help, however, if I had more things to distract myself with. I know the internet is good for that, but when in this state of mind I just seem to look up methods. Not good. Besides internet, all I really have is TV, and that's only when something good is on (which is hardly, as I don't like half of what's on TV today).

Cute kitten videos on YouTube?