I'm sorry you had to go through this. This is beyond some peoples imagination that some of us don't have enough space to express something. I imagine that your father doesn't even let you reply properly, but believe this: HE CARES. Otherwise, why would he waste time talking to you about what seems to him your mistakes? I'm sure you know this, and I hope you also know that his arguments are definitely based on personal perspective/experience, and the fact that he doesn't exactly know your thinking method, or what is actually bothering you. You have to start a conversation with him when he's calm and ready to listen, and just tell him about your thought process. But remember, YOU start the talk.

Good luck, buddy!