You described my thoughts perfectly! It's also why I am always hesitant to make plans. On Monday I may feel great and social so I make plans for Friday, yet Friday comes and I can't do it. So I lie. My stomach hurts. I have a migraine. I even still do it w family even though they must know the truth. This past bout if depression I was truthful and even though I know they love me with all their heart and try to understand I still got it from parents and husband to just get off the couch. To do something. That laying there won't help. You would never say to a deaf person "just listen to my voice!"

It makes me sad and mad just thinking about it. Today I feel fine but I keep tearing up. Maybe bc of this conversation I had with my friend last night.

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