Everyday I see things like me taking a knife and slicing my throat or cutting down my arms or stabbing my chest. I also get really weird compulsions to stab myself in the throat when I'm holding a pencil, or knife. Sometimes I get compulsions to scratch myself. Or to run out onto a busy road when I'm out with my friends on Friday nights. I resist hurting myself, but I can't control the thoughts or images. I'm a bit worried I may act upon the urge to do these things. I really just want to ask if anyone has any idea what is going on. Or if any one else experiences this stuff.