Had a similar experience...I wasnt in the world Trade Center, but live close by...I used to be able to see it from where I live...and had someone I know die in there, a priest and a fireman, who seemed to be allover the papers. Well a few months later I opened my mailbox to find a newseek pictorial issue all about the WTC and with pictures of Fr Mike in there dead...with no warning and I thought it was wrong...to send that to people inmy area like that with no warning. It troubled me.

Anyway, I totally understand. And it is troubling to be caught off guard like that. Im sorry. Feel better. And please be gentle with yourself. You seem like a very sensitive and caring person...