I'm starting to not be able to take it anymore right now. I woke up today and cleaned the house and got into another argument with my father after. I know I'm making to off to be about my father but it isn't. It's just a small part of it. My chest hurts. My eyes are watery. My vision is blurry. I try my best to get my act together and look perfectly normal when someone walks by. I want to go off myself right now.