I set a new record in online Scrabble today and finally feel like my game is improving. I'm relying less on studying and more on playing by my wits and it's a much more enjoyable experience.

I also passed the 16th anniversary of my worst suicide attempt yesterday. I worry about this time of year as in the past i've felt pretty desperate. But this year i feel good and am hopeful i will pass this dreadful month without incident.