Hello, haven't been in here in a long time. I am so frustrated by this constant abuse at "home." My idiot mother being a ****ing jerk like always complaining about stupid crap that doesn't really matter. Her lazy *** couldn't seem to get the rest of the non-food items out of the car and that started a freaking argument. I can't wait to leave but my job is part time under 30 hrs; I don't care anymore I need to move. I will do collateral with someone it'd be better than to keep putting up with this abuse (almost 29 don't see why that matters). I don't have anywhere to go, I'd rather not go to a shelter no thanks. I am still seeking full time either within the district or elsewhere been there almost a year.

No resources won't help me since I am not battered by a man or have kids. Don't really have friends to move in with. I am sitting here with tears of frustration with mom's emotional taunts/bs/abuse and now I have anxiety in my chest! How much longer am I suppose to keep enduring this abuse? I am just needing to vent....