Hello. I'm here to give y'all a heads up on how I have been (I'm not even sure I can post even after 5 days or so, but I haven't found anything on the guidelines).

These last few days have been very controversial: I have been exhausted. Sometimes I did not even want to get out of bed. I'm getting a little paranoid with opinions, as in I enter a debate with someone because they don't agree with me very easily and it can get out of hand. Not on my part, though, I'm a calm person but it seems like I'm making people angry.

I've forgotten to take my medication a couple of times, my sleep is messed up, but rather ironically I see an opportunity to get better. Just like addicts sometimes have to hit bottom before they can get better, I think maybe that is what is helping me see a way out: because I think I am hitting bottom, and hell, it sucks.

Thank you all again very much.