was discharged some days ago and rested at home because i couldn't sleep while in the hospital. no kidding, i got only like 3 hours sleep a night... tossing and turning, waking up... and giving up on trying to sleep at abt 5am.

i am still not too good, a little better.. a little rested. but exams are around the corner so... no time to deal with myself and emotions. *sweeps it under the carpet*

on another note... while in the ward, T terminated with me. tbh we have been at a standstill for quite a while. and T wanted me to start on a new therapy.. just that she didn't have the experience with the new therapy. so i'll see a new T... and i really don't know how to feel about it. maybe I'll write a letter to T and ask the new T to pass it to her since they work at the same place anyway. this is such a sudden termination.....

and oh, even though i have clearly rejected it while in the hospital, i am referred to outpatient occupational therapy. urm, really? i don't see a need for it