Hi,
I'd put a hug under your name because "I get ya".. but you don't seem huggy so we'll skip that. I've been doing the dating site thing for a little over a year. I totally understand. I know not all men, but it seems most, are playing games and are on those sites for "kicks', and "entertainment". The more honest I was, and open (although brother suggested I just keep it short and simple and find people to meet for coffee), the sooner I'd get to the heart of their reason for being on the site. I'd soon find many, many of them to be looking to just chat, figure me out (which at this point I don't care), and then linger on. Then I'd realize that there is this or that about them that they had huge hang ups about women. Some got down right angry about stuff that clued me in, I'd not want to meet with them.
Sorry, making this about me. I feel for you, but I wish in your situation it was different. Sounds like mine. I am not in a city, so meeting people IRL is difficult. I don't blame you for not wanting to walk 45 min to a bus freezing your buns off to meet a man.
You won't like me saying this, but, if you are still in your early 30's or so, you have plenty of time. I have a friend who works with a woman that got pregnant at age 55, naturally. It doesn't happen often, but it happens. If I could do it over, I'd work on other things and then have my kids. But we can't make things happen or control what happens. Sorry you are feeling so down about this.
I started off here this year ending my marriage, then jumping to a dating site.
Just remember, most men aren't compatible, or meant for you. That makes it difficult. I believe that there is someone out there for everyone, but, that is just me.
It is a matter of time and situation. Honestly, I'd now, after over a year of meeting people, rather meet someone at the grocery store. Rather spend my time making some friends wherever I might get out and go to. Take care.