I'm really not ashamed or embarrassed. pretty open.

i know for a fact i have depression (questiong the bipolar part), i know i have anxiety, and i KNOW i have shift with sleep disorder (but i think i have narclopesy). i know because i was diagnosed with these issues.

I'm pretty open with everything. if you ask if i take xanax ill say yeah. if you ask if i have anxiety ill say yeah. But only a few people do i tell that i have depression (and a potential of autism? ill see lol), they gotta be close for me to tell that. but not extremely close. just enough to trust haha

oh, I'm also a medical marijuana patient. and thats the one thing that i have to be VERY CLOSE to someone about in order to tell them. That's my biggest, dirty secret. Probably a surprise for my mom and family (my dad and step mom know, thats it), and probably even a bigger surprise knowing thats my only big secret. I assume most people think I'm gay or 'know' I'm gay. but I'm not gay hahaha. I know that if i began the sentence "i need to tell you something important and serious", most people will think I'm going to say "I'm gay" but in reality ill say "i have a med marijuana card". cause the first one aint ever happening because I'm not gay! sorry, that was a bit more of a rant i think? haha but yeah, most people assume that and i hate that. I'm straight, i just don't have the biggest libido out there (i barely have a libido. yes. I'm 19 year old male, and yes, i do have low testosterone. but not enough for the doctors to do anything about it. its on the lowest end of 'normal'.).