I get seriously aroused in therapy sometimes. I am doing it to myself. It happens when I start staring at him. He quickly notices though and will say, "quit it."
At the end of the session the other day I was staring at him he said, "Ok now. Instead of indulging in what you're indulging in, feel it. Feel it. What are you feeling?" I said, "I can't explain it. It's like a wave rushing over me." He said, "Yeah. Don't fight it. Just feel it. Feel it. It won't kill you. Don't hold on to me. Don't hold on to me." "That's what I want to do," I said. He Said, "I know. That's enhancing what you're feeling..."
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator 
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