Alright so that it all started when I was about four, not being depressed at the time but it affects me now, I would wake up each night to my mom yelling and screaming at my father for no reason, she even left on several occasions but she always came back, she even threatened him, one time she even locked us in a room to not let him see him, eventually she would calm down and she'd apologize to everyone, this would happen at least four times a few year, she even almost cut his finger off one time, there was blood everywhere... Then one day for a misunderstanding my father got arrested and then financial issues started throwing at us, we moved to these peoples house who treated us horribly, we got our father ot of jail, we started moving place to place, it happened for about two years and eventually we moved yo a different state, thinking about it long and hard what my miserable life is I started crying myself to sleep and self harming, telling myself each night to die... I want to die... I need to die... There's some parts of my story that I've left out but its best to, that's my story, thank you for whoever reads this.