I don't know, I just...I hate myself so much right now. I can't do anything as well as I would like to. I'm not even a perfectionist, and yet I still can't meet my own expectations...I don't think I'm setting the bar to high. Suppose I've always been less competent than the average. Been aware of that fact ever since I was little...I always felt inferior, then comparing my progress to others has only proven my feeling to be fact. Everyone, and I mean everyone is better than me, in every area. I know people will wanna argue with me about this, but I know.