I have had cognitive therapy in terms of dealing with bipolar, but this got very little attention. I did not want to speak of it. Had some conversations with a psyciatric nurse about it. Nothing that really dealt with it. The last time it happened to me was in March. (rape and severly beaten). Before that I have lived fourteen years in an abusive marriage. What is wrong with me. Why does this happen to me?! I choose to be single these days...