Nothing will ever make my life better... There was never happiness in my life, never someone to tell me everything's okay, my brother hits me leaving a stinging pain just when I'm trying... Trying for hope... Trying to not commit suicide, no one would even noticed if I just died... I'm sick of living they say that there's a brighter side but that's only the people who are actually happy that say that they don't f**king know what we've been through, there's a story to everything but they don't see it... To them, all I am is a girl who is "weird" or "stupid" ***k them... I can't even stand up for myself without getting in trouble... I ***king my life and I can't wait until its over and hopefully it'll end soon....