Hi Nivad, no experience with either but have heard the story of many people who are trying to self medicate with drugs bought on the street with unknown contents and strength and suddenly you are playing a guessing game and your health is the gamble.

On the other option is a professional psychiatrist with scientifically measured medication with a history of trials and participants. The pdoc also has info about how each med affects the brain.

Everyone chooses, but for many people the pdoc is a lower risk option with better prospects of improvement.