I've had a nice day so far even made the bed (gasp!) & this afternoon I've been reading & listening to some Vivaldi I got from the library. I have veggie broth to wrangle into containers for the freezer after it cools then I want to play some games with my husband-yesterday he thoroughly trounced me at Sorry so I'm gonna try to redeem myself via UNO. Big hugs to all here & even though you don't want to hear it shypoetgirl you do matter & you do have value-I too have been in some horrible dark places in my life & it can get better-please take care & let us know how you are doing