I haven't really thought about what I'm going to say in this post,
I just figured I needed to post something because it's been so long.
I have a job interview on Saturday.
The first job interview I've ever gone to.
Part of me wants to forget about it, and just stay home forever
and not get a job. The other half of me wants to get a job so I can
finally buy the camera I want, and so I can save up money for a car
and so I can move out when I'm 18. Luckily there won't be any one
on one stuff at the interview, and it's really laid back and casual.
Geez, people make me nervous. I didn't used to be so afraid of
everything. My mom must think I'm a nut job, ha ha.

I don't know if it was my medication or my anxiety, but I started
having panic attacks (2 in the course of 2-3 weeks), so I stopped
taking my Celexa. My mom hasn't called my Psychiatrist about it
yet so he has no idea, and I don't see him again till the 13th.
I haven't gotten a new counselor yet, my mom's fault not mine.
I don't really know what to say. Maybe I should plan out my next
post better.

Oh, the reason my post is like a column is because I have to have
things symmetrical and I don't like how like... wide the post is
when you don't hit enter after each line..if that makes sense.. haha