Not very well I have to admit - I have watched as my family has been torn apart by all of this.. I blame my parents - nothing will change that. Our abusers have alot to answer for.

I don't deal with anger real well.
Is a major issue for me. I tend to take it out on myself, SI and such.. its not the first time I have smashed everything up in my house.. I have also put a few holes in my t's walls. My anger scares me, terrifies me infact.
I have a punching bag now..somedays that gives me great relief...

I don't know when the concept of suicide ever enter our minds.. I was 13 when my older brother killed himself.. I had never even heard about it before that.. but I have been in that place a few times.. that dark dark place..

Ty for talking with me