I won't call him now---too much face to lose....fear,hmmmmm

I just mailed him a four page letter. From my heart, I felt I had to let him know how difficult the session was and I didn't want to wait till I see him because i don't see him for 9 days this time.

I hope the letter comes off as intended, an analytical piece on how the session felt for me and where I believe we both made mistakes. I let him know how hurt I am right now and afraid of trusting him again. We will see where this goes, hopefully to dialogue that heals.