Thank you for replying. Lauren is the host, I am the protector or at least I try to be! I don't think Lauren wants help anymore, I can feel how exhausted she is from trying to fight Ella and him every day. I will try and ask Lauren what she wants her GP to know but her GP doesn't really know about us all so I don't want her to become confused. Ella and him are usually the parts that want everyone dead but now now Ella has convinced Lauren that it really would be for the best because even though he doesn't hurt the littles Lizzie and Kaylee he hurts the rest of us badly. He almost succeeded not long ago but Lizzie was so brave and stopped him and got us to the hospital. Ella is a nice girl she really is, she just gets really scared and frightened and she doesn't want Lauren or any of us to be hurt anymore or be in pain. She only sees freedom in death. He isn't nice though he is very bad and I cannot control him at all. He comes out so fast and only Lizzie is able to come out then because he will never hurt a good little girl like her.

Elisa.