No he doesn't which I find quite frustrating as I am meant to be the one keeping everyone safe and alive. He is angry though. Very angry and mad all the time. He often chucks things and then they break he throws them so hard. I do not know when he first appeared or why it is all so confusing but it seems like nothing or no one can get through to him. He is simply just there, sitting, waiting for the perfect chance, the perfect opportunity to kill Lauren. He scares the littles and Cady as well. I try to be strong and hold everything together, it is my job after all but it gets so hard. We must leave now for that appointment. I have done a lot of thinking but I still don't know what we should tell her. Kaylee is shaking and feels very scared, I should find benji for her to help comfort her.