From what you said, depression is very likely. The next question is what to do. First, talk with your parents or school counselor to see treatment options for you. A therapist or counselor can help you learn new skills of how to deal with life when you feel down. Post here when you need to, its a great coping skill. If you need ideas PM me and I'll see what I can do to help you. Remember people do care about you. And there is always support here for the hard times. And many friends to make. Hugs