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I just got on the scale after 3 months and I've gained 10 pounds. I'm horrified. It's been 3 months since I've binged and purged and dieted and I've gained 10 fricken pounds!

I'm just on the cusp of being officially overweight. I need to lose weight.

I'm not sure I can deal with this in a healthy way. I want to be 20 lbs lighter yesterday, if you know what I mean. Losing 1 pound a week is too slow.

I'm probably going to try to starve again. I just hope this doesn't begin the binge/purge cycle again. For the first time in 3 months I thought about purging again today.

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I know just how you feel I came to terms with having an ED & getting help at the end of last year then at the beging of this year I moved home & as I was on my own with just my boys I sat & eat for something to do I soooooooo wish that /i had not done that as I have put on over a stone in 5 months everyone says I look great but I hate my self soooo much I feel so fat & have no cloths that fit as my size 6 are all to small now as I have gone up to a size 8 I hate it & wish I could lose that weight again but I just havent got the will power to do it I have got to lose some though as its driving me mad being so fat

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