grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i feel ya hun.......i hate when i can't sleeep for days then i still have to stay up for my 4 kids...i get so irritated...i try and control it..and deal with my lying husband who leaves me (army) all the time and try to get my degree, sometimes it overwhelms me. I'm feeling ya. Just try not to make any big changes all of a sudden, that's what I do.