I want to thank you all so much for your kind responses. I have so much to say to each message! You are all lovely, lovely people.
But I'm having difficulty just making it day to day right now, and I don't have the energy to express my thoughts and appreciations to you all. Can I just give you all a hug? I think if you hugged me back right now, I'd collapse at your feet in a little puddle of tears. I'm not doing too well at all.
Today is an anniversary of the beginning of something for me. Maybe that is why I've been having such a difficult time the past week or so. It was quite a traumatic event I was involved in, and maybe that's why I can't stop crying lately. As soon as I hit the bed, I'm off and running with the tears. I become so despondant. And now that the kids are back in school, there aren't many distractions during the course of the day, and so the tears come in the daytime now too. I don't know how I'm going to hang on. I don't think I am.
But again, thank you for your messages. They all touched me. I couldn't believe how beautiful you all are. You have such lovely thoughts. Thank you for finding the energy within yourselves to actually put your thoughts into printed word for me. You are special people. Hugs to you all!!!!!!
|