(((((((((IZZY)))))))))
I am sorry for your loss. I hope you feel better soon. It is hard losing a grandparent, but you did the best you could in seeing him when you could, there is no blame in you not seeing him more often. Your grandfather is at peace now and I feel that your grandfather would want the same peace for you, and for you not to suffer over his death. Take care (((IZZY))). Soidhonia