No it wasn't. I still love him and am going to hope thta after this injunction is over we will reconnect. The psychiatrist I have been talking to says that the email I send next week MIGHT help to bring him out of his delusions but again he is paranoid because of the injunction. I do NOT believe in bailing from the best man I have EVER known simply because he has schizophrenia..why does everyone want me to do that?? My T and my case manager said that I might be the only one who could help him..he is totally alone and is not used to being single as he was married for 20 years..he WANTS to be married...and so do I NOW...so why are you suggesting I bail on him? We cannot see or contact him for another seven months but my son also wants to be with him as he loves him dearly too. He filed the injunction while he was delusional with the help of a so called "friend" who wanted to hurt us and me in particular...I am dying here and do NOT want to live without him...I lie in bed day after day praying to die and wanting to die..in fact I tried committing suicide over this so why would you want me to just give up because we cannot see each other from a legal standpoint? You don't know this man...we do...I was looking for support to stay in the game because if I don't my life is over PERIOD!